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Eh, quite a few items to blog tonight.
1:37am now.. so bear with me k? haha...

Had reunion dinner just now. so early right?
Nth special, since it had been that quiet for quite some years.
ever since the 'split' of the brothers, our reunion dinner wasn't tt lively anymore.
shan't go into greater depth of the misery.
but then reunion dinner always embeds a sense of union btw all relatives.
Does mine count?
i duno..

Before that i had to go to my grandpa hse to fetch him.
Umm, wasn't tt pleasant visit anw.
Still rem 1 of mine post in my ex-link last time?
I say my grandpa had been very senile.
So he cannot do anything by himself.
let say walk down the stairs or change the clothes.
So i was supposed to help him dress.
it sparked off some thoughts.
Will my grandson help me do that in the future?
Will i be like him, feeling so helpless?
I really can't imagine if i'm old. I really pity him, yet i had the bad feeling of unwillingess to help him dress when i was ordered to by my parents.
Does it really reflect on my part?
Am i filial?
I duno..

As i hold his hand while walking down the aisle, i felt some warmth. some sort of connection since he is my grandpa. The scene was most commendable. I really hope i can get to do that with my grandchildren. maybe i wishing too much...
i duno..

Watched I'm not stupid 2(sneak preview) with my family. Of cuz that includes my sis and her bf la. Really like that show. Made me tear throughout the show. Made me luff throughout that show. i will explain more soon.

Some reasons why you should watch that show:-
1. if ur an unfilial child
2. if u have a broken family - parents often quarrel
3. if u wna experience a touching story
4. if u wna luff and cry at the same time
5. if u have time n money of cuz.. ok thats lame but go on n watch it.

The story line basically was simple. But it was splendid. The actors - those children were cute n handsome. hahah.. gd actors. i shan't reveal any thing here la. if nt really spoil everything. but if u have chance pls go watch it.

1 of the thing mention in the show was that it is reqally difficult to praise and say the 3 words "i love you". Like in the show, for a father to say 'i love you' to a child, it requires courage to do that. and if he really say that, he meant it. that relates me to something else.

The 3 words "i love you" isn't really that easy to be spoken out. seriously, you need courage and determination. Especially if your a "guo4 lu4 ren2" - passerby. Its so easy for people to reject you. i think this is the most painful thing of all. Especially after you say that and you gt rejected.
this is portrayed in the movie. but its b/w father n son. But if applies to relationship, it hurts m0re. esp to the guy. does the gal realise how much the guy really love her? No she never. She will say *no feelings*. She will say *we aren't compatible*. Or she would just simply dismiss you away. But she doesn't know that the guy is feeling the aftermath after such courage was turned down.

I'm hurt.

But its okay, i don't think about it now.

Listen hard to the song playing in my blog.

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1:35 AM