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Whenever i blog, i would take a quick peep at the previous few entries' titles.
Surprisingly, they broguht back so much memories. Especially title with heart-breaking word like 'rejection'? haha. It just depicts how eventful is my jc2 life. Not quite, yet shockingly better than last year. After going to NJ, life has really changed. From fun to boredom? Haha, actually nope. The excitement has just began. Thats what i feel about what is happening now. Feelings of sianzness + frenziness. Perhaps to even include *fun*?

Shall kick start today entry about what happen today. as usual went to Jurong west market to 'shop' with parents. Shan't emphasized on the word "forced". And then during breakfast, my dad was preaching about the value 'responsible'. He was saying that i shouldn't play so much.. those kind of usual nagging cuz pratically i have been failing my exams? And he was telling me that if i don't get good results, he is not going to help me. And he told me that he would sell the house right now cuz it would have been useless leaving for me. Instalments now are hefty + electricity n water bills would definitely take a hell lot from a poor man like me? If i could nvr get a good job (and if my future wife n mine income dun add up to more than $6k per mth?), we could never make ends meet then. Soon, banks would come n mortage the hse n wadsoever. Actually its true la, if you want to stay in a big house, 1 must start to save and has a stable job. If not, even a 4-room flat would have been difficult to maintain.

Seriously i feel that right now, i'm acting like a rich bastard. All of you know that my wallet has more than required? Haha, shouldn't have said that. But i really never spend alot sia. Maybe cuz i save? Anyway, yushu isn't rich. His parents are. So don't always think yushu is rich.:S And you guys can con poor yushu:D Don't really want to give an image of being rich. Honestly, i don't think people would guess i live in private property. I think ppl would think Zhong Xian live in Bungalow sia.. LOL.. ok no insults. But then its just the presentation of ourselves to the rest of our friends.

Then moving on, my dad was giving me an example of why people should be responsible. So he was telling me of my eldest sis's bf who is currently working in my dad's company. Some background information about the relationship. 1 word "Sour".. My dad always think that my sis's bf is very lazy. So this time round he got in2 trouble again. Apparently, the bf forgot to renew the security passes for the workers at the job site. Acoording to the required regulations, you must 1st renew the passes 4 the workers everyday so as to gain access to certain restricted area. Then he nvr did on the 2nd day. and somehow the security guard came and sort of detained some workers. And there was nearly a case of illegal foreign worker. Luckily, my dad can settle the issue cuz he has some relations with the ppl there if nt he *the boss* will have to face all the consequences. So my dad was really angry and that night he scolded the bf and told him that if he do not want to do properly, he can go on a 6mths leave*.

Responsibility is really important.

Somehow i would have promised to take responsible of ur life if given a chance.

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Went out to meet Zx at Cdans there. Went to have lunch with him at Westmall. Lol, i finally paid my handphone bill. Yes, i can call now or should it be AFTER M1 activiates my account. LOL.

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Yesterday was njc funfair. Went to school wearing a super loose mambo shorts. Sort of make myself so uncomfortable throughout the day. Walked 2 steps have to pull the shorts up. So basically i thought that the funfair was quite good la although its super hot squeezing past countless humans. Din realised so many people will come sia. LOL always thought njc has quite a bad name. So i wasted $9 on food. Nah, din try any games. Went out with the guys to bt timah for lan. Rushed back to see the dota finals. then met up with Bastard Goh and we went far east for lunch after the finals. Yes, although i nvr really contribute anything for the fair, at least i paid $10 for the tix lor. So it was deserving to get a day off for tml. HAHA.

Funfair was fun, but it would have been funner if i got the courage to talk to you.

Eye contacts. Can i be greedy and ask for more?

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Friday was rather eventful. Apparently stupid yushu go suicide.
After school, went to Toa Payoh to watch bball finals. So glad HCI won AJ. Before coming in, both sides were filled with HCI n AJ supporters, so we njcians don't even know where to go la. Rather weird squeezing in just liddat. But then it was a close fight. Saw collin play. Pity Naga din get to go in n play.

Went to cityhall to meet Jasmine for dinner. So suay when i reach cityhall my hp battery totally went out. Can't even call her or call raymond. But i was on time leh. So we went Suntec swesens to dine. I can't believe she wore the same white top everytime i solo go with her. She was also surprised that she wore the same top whenever it was time when she meet me. So next time i would call her and remind her to wear other tops the next time we meet:P So heartening to see her wearing the necklace i gave her last year. Guess it all ends well. She got her bright future. And i finally was able to treat her as just normal friend. Treated her to dessert cuz i still owe her her bday present and vday present. She passed me a card titled "Jeffrey". Inside it wrote wad does this christian name symbolised. Heh, thank you.:)

Rushed back to cityhall mrt so as to take a ride to parkmall to meet Raymond. Was already very late cuz i was trying to send Jasmine off while she waited for Jon. But i dun really like the idea of throwing her there alone to wait. Not very gentleman sia of me to do that. And in the process while rushing through city-link, i accidentally kicked a purse filled with items. So i picked up, looked around, but no1 came to claim. Being such a honest young guy, i deposited it at the passenger service. so i was very happy for doing such a good deed. I hope the person found her purse back cuz i thought the purse has really important documents like IC?

Reached parkmall at 8pm. Raymond was already there. so we made our way to the liverpool FC's shop. At that instant while i wait for the bus to come, i was lamenting to Raymond about how guilty i was for implicating Marcus. So i was really feeling bad over the matter/incident that happened during that fateful afternoon in school's canteen. Was struggling whether to make a sms to her then. After pondering so long, i used raymond's hp to type a 2 pages long sms and sent to her. Was thinking since i do a good deed juz nw, maybe she will reply? So i was feeling very upset that she din replied me. Nearly fell asleep in the bus till raymond woke me and told me he saw a SMS. So i opened and it was from her. I din noe how come i have the courage to sms her but then i realise i should be responsible assuming wad i think is correct, that i had implicated marcus. Very happy that she replied la, cuz really really din expect. Perhaps you can say it was pure joy? anyway, forgot to say that the shop was closed and we were just standing outside with raymond watching me n advising me on the content of the SMS. HAHA. As usual, raymond was very very cheeky. Dammit, he told me that with liverpool's aura there, sure gt good returns de if i dare to send the msg i typed. HaHa...

It seems that i have already taken the 1st step. Felicia said that she couldn't help us. It really depend on us if we want anything to work out. True. But where can i draw strength from? I need more courage than that to talk to her f2f?

An uphill task. Faced with defeat.

I don't know if i can do anything more b4 school closes. Afterall, love is a funny feeling. I really hope i'm doing the right thing:)

I just need a chance to prove myself.

please.

I`VE MARKED IT:D
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