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haha while zx is sleeping peacefully beside me, i'm using his comp to blog.. owell, liverpool lost 2-1 to newcastle.. i was right afterall.. damn.
its been super super long since i last updated.. finally gt my 1st admin pay.. set up a new ocbc account today cuz i want the bank book for ns.. actually theres nth worth blogging. everyday is plain working, sometimes even night shifts with dan n co. so every1 started asking me y must i work so hard for the money? my reply is still the same" i feel safe knowing i have money "its nt abt status nor pride, but just to prepare for stormy times that can brew w/o u knowing. like i'm still compless. and i need money to buy a damn comp that can last.
admin work is fun afterall. know why? my office people are all super nice except for 1. but i really tink they treat me quite well la. cuz maybe im the smallest there and perhaps they take me as a child:( but i dun mind being pampered ya.. they kip complaining i very thin, u think i want to be that way meh? lol, i hope NS would BEEF me up. yea, i want a good defined body.. but all cant to see me get botak. every1 is used to me having long hair n long sideburns. i still have like 1 more month to go, and time really flies. in another twinkle of the eye, i'm at police academy. i want to be high-ranking. i'm going to acheive that:)
i miss alot of ppl. so long nvr see alot of ppl le. dno whether they r doing fine nts.. i hope 1 day i get to see all the ppl i miss. i miss going to school. i tink having exams is much better straining our eyes on the comp keying in data in the spreadsheet. so fast 19yrs old coming. last time i always think when can i get to watch m18 show, enter pools to place bets or set up my very own bank account n have a NETS card. wow its just so amazing with all these 1st time. especially u get to pay using VISA and u get to sign like ur dad always does. its feels so damn good. haha we are grown-up now. we must act wisely from now onwards, there should be no rash decisions made. i really hope i can b more mature. thats my 2007 resolution. . .
alevels results coming. whats so good abt NJC? the aunties in the office kip wowing that i come from njc. if i come frm rjc, are they going to pull red carpets for me? LOL. like how i came from chinese high school and all those crap. im nt the least worried for my results. know why? cuz i did qt badly and i already have mentally prepared for the outcome. i just want to be numb. i hope my prayers can be answered. gimme a good faculty to enter pls. .
anyway, theres no big transition nor happening in my life yet. its still as boring as usual. i dun really know what to type here except to be random. i know i should be appreciative cuz i'm qt fortunate in a way. but then its human's nature to whine. haha.. haowen hor? why should we care so much for others when we ourselves arent in better shapes ourselves? just had reunion dinner just now. ok it was the same place as last year. made me quite sick of it.. grab a g2000 shirt from thiong bahru plaza just now. no time nor money to do CNY shoppings. i want an ARMANI-Xchange shirt which costs $199.00. should i buy it? do i really care abt the brand so much? maybe in some way yes.. i'm considered materialistic.
i know felicia tan wants me to thank her for her magical fingers. LOL. ok la thank you la.. treat u to TCC next time laa.
I don't know how to begin writing this. but really thank you for giving me a chance:) every things in life must start off from somewhere and i'm really glad this friday i can get to meet you. promise i won't disappoint you.
haha so fast valentine day coming. this year going to be only lonely again.. heck laa. jasmine say can onli meet me between 7 to 830pm cuz she needs to rush. i guess i shall meet her next time then. really hope she is doing ok now..
ok la i shall stop blogging now.. happy CNY in advance dudes.
I`VE MARKED IT:D
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