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Wow, its been so long since i last blogged.. the page could nt even be view for goodness sake laa.. well i've changed the template to much simpler 1.. no more warcraft, onli reminds me of dota and how it screw up my studies..

So its time to blog again. got alot of things to update, but i guess i will write some today cuz i finally kept myself at home to play my Nintendo DS and to finish my harry potter book after a week le:( blog song is 1 of my favs.. chinese singer but its really is superb. many will agree with me..

5mths into NS police le. cant write alot of stuff here cuz of OSA. but then i guess for me its really slack. my posting is staff assistant at New Phoniex Park, Police Headquarters. its as good as doing admin job outside. the onli difference is that i'm onli earning half of the usual pay in ns. Seriously 1 week into this new job really set me thinking. i was scolded by my immediate supervisor daily. i always thought i can blend into new environment without worries but now it has since been a problem of my character. i even told jasmine about this matter. i think she was shocked to see me so "heavy" in my mood. LEt me give 1 example. ok so wednesday supposed to cover duties for my fellow colleague from 126th intake and my senior whom i'm taking over. so 1 of the job of the former was to manage the rental of 3 police saloons for operations dept. so during the day of their absence came about this call from radio dept who wanted to book a car. so i told him the 3 have been booked. and he asked for the reasons. and for 1 of the vehicle, i said sth like 'he nvr write down the reason leh'. and right after the fone was put down i was scolded very long for backstabbing my friend. because i implied that he din do his job and it also reflects that the supervisor nvr do his job and gives an overall bad impression of my division. sometimes its really the choice of words that bother me. cuz i really have no ill-intentions to defame or hurt any1. its just maybe in panicky situations will i be so frank to say the truth and nail my friends right in their back. so this week is the worst week in my NS life after so long. really i swear i din mean it. its always the case i'm pushing the blame to others as accused. so now it makes me a selfish bastard i guess.

So tell me what you guys will tell the pal on phone if you were in my situation. being new to the job for 3 days ONLY with no experience. who would have been so direct to say the same thing as me? pls tag in the new tagboard. i need to know if i'm really at fault. lol simultaneously advertising my new tagboard i guess.

ok i shall update again in office if i have the time.

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