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when a relationship breaks, some ppl will fall. others will shrug it off.

Fallen people are always the more-faithful type of people while nonchalent people are always the more playful type of nature. I always believe love brings you the gr8test strength within. whether is it negative or positive, it all really depends on ppl and how they get over it. some choose to escape reality, some still stuck in it.

why i choose to write so much is because i'm really surprised he actually took up the habit of "lung exercising". Is sad the reason to do it? i really dno, but he really changed alot. but i do wish him well. afterall, such catastrophic ending is definitely hard to accept. i have no right to criticise people. i myself isnt that holy anw.

Of all my frens, i still think yuliang is the best. nt as in best of fren, but best in everything. you see, he is best in studies, best in manners, best in filial piety, best in character and best in discipline. super independant person. but sometimes jealous ppl will say nerd or mother boy. I dun agree la, alot of people think that we must act cool now, we must possess alot of materialistic stuff (it sounds like my type) then we are considered "IN". whats so in when we will end up with nth? I'm proud of him because he is the only guy that volunteer to help me out.The guy that can think for himself.

James do not want to host this xmas party becuz he has no1 to help him tidy up, reason is the maid is away. I do not blame him, cuz partly i feel the same as him. Especially last yr bbq has left my parents w super bad impression cuz no1 bother to help with the bbq pit. I'm not yuliang who will do everything myself, so naturally my parents will kaobei me becuz i'm too lazy to do the cleaning up of mess left behind. If i'm yuliang, my parents will nt mind the mess cuz they will have faith that i will clean up. But right nw, i'm yushu and i hate cleaning up. so you get the picture? i'm very thankful yuliang has volunteer to help me do the cleaning of toilet (where i'm been using) by coming early. Thanks goodness got some1 to help. i managed to convince my dad to let me host this yr xmas party agn.

My parents are super traditional. They believe in "you must be responsible for everything you do" and they always carry it out. so my growing up was always been this way. bt i still haven learn yet. so i'm useless still. If i have learnt, i will be like yuliang. i will nt be so pampered. i will be responsible for my own actions. Yet right now, i'm walking on thin ropes. I still haven grow up yet. I'm still very fuck up. I still am so self-centred. why have i always think of myself and not for others? I want to enjoy but i do not want to put in any effort.

most of my frens are like me. but they are who they are. they choose their own destiny. I really think i' wasting my life away.

One more eg is that ytd we went kelvin hse. so for dnr, kelvin yuliang n marcus do the cooking. and i'm in the room playing dota. see i'm so useless. then i can only offer my stomach. after the dnr, marcus n yuliang do the washing up agn. and i end up watching them again. see, i'm super useless, why do i still exist in this world?

stupid yushu
worthless yushu
useless yushu

CAN YOU JUST BLOODY GROW UP?

19yrs alr. yet nth productive has been done. felt like crying

I`VE MARKED IT:D
3:09 PM