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Today i was surfing ntu website, just to get more idea on which is the perfect uni for me. Its either ntu or nus. definitely nt smu, cuz town is definitely too far away, and i have no car anyway.

In terms of academics, both are equally good.
In terms of gals, i totally have no idea.
In terms of hall life, ntu seems better.
In terms of cca, ntu looks sharper.
In terms of history, nus pawns ntu.

But what caught my attention is the new double degree ntu offers. That lasts 5 yrs long. lol. Engineering & Economics. So i was thinking for awhile, if this double degree really can get me to where i want to go. You see, i have always been interested in business. But i know terribly that i can't get into business with my intolerable results. So this course offers core modules such as "communication skills, HR management & Engineering n society" Its really quite good since all along i wanted to get a degree in HR management. So by having this complementary combi, it will train me to be an engineer with economics mentality, who is aBLE to apply scarcity concepts to building good structures. So that will eventually lead me to where i can go. Setback is that i drop economics in j2. so i mite haf a hard time catching up. OH, and i'm not an engineering type of student, but that can start with good physics skills by re-reading them again IF & only IF i'm selected for this double-degree.

Considering i really go this course, i will end up working onli at age 26 or 27, and that according to fel is lao ah pei. terrible la she, keep laughing at me. But i believe ntu can offer me good attachments so i can have some secured future with some companies provided i prove my worth. Really leh, need to mug hard n play hard. Cuz part of me go uni is to enjoy hall life that i like. i really do like anw, fel's hall gt aircon aND That attracts me.

So what if i dun get business in nus or this double-degree at ntu? then i'm as good as gone. I've been deliberating whether to go into education line by joining fass or science fac, but then i guess its nt my cup of tea for future. I just enjoy part-time tuitioning or relief teaching but definitely nt as my career. so thats out. so where should i really go? oh gosh, i just need a lifeline from god this year.

Plsplspls, give me what i want and i will promise to work hard. i swear i will. work hard. play hard.

I wonder if god can hear my prayers. usually i know i did say i rather be free-thinker n trust myself. but sometimes just need some mental encouragement from the mighty above me.

I have given up going nus becuz of ppl. that is stupid. not worth the effort. for some1 who DOESN'T WANT TO GIVE U A CHANCE CUZ SHE LISTEN TO THE WRONG FREN, its damn dumb. I swear i'm going to find a better gal nx time. some1 that really worth my attention and thoughts.

I realise pretty does not mean she's good. pretty is just pretty outside. nice to watch. but then what matters most is to be pretty at heart. i have been blinded for 2 years. i'm not going to marry a vase. I'm going to marry the flower that blossom in my heart.

I`VE MARKED IT:D
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