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1 year ago, my staurday was burnt by the intense NDP trainings held in MArina. Today, my saturday is burnt by the duty for OPS Capture. Actually come to think of it, it wasnt that bad marching under the sun, at least we were the 1st to march for the nation on the floating platform. 1 year later, i will be most prob in Taiwan with my very good friends. Times seems to flies doesn't it? Actually i'm not a man without dreams. I have bigger, wilder dreams than you can ever imagine. Not wet dreams of course. But i want to be a better person than my DAD who has never cease teasing me that i should find a rich wife to marry. Yet i don't mind because not all wealthy women are materalistc people. Yes and i should help them spend their money. haha ok im joking..

I'm quite worried this year for my birthday actually. haha Every year i have kept all the birthday wishings from friends. But i guess this year, it will decrease :( Because i havent keep in touch with alot of friends for a long time le. haiz. Guess i'm not the 1 that can tolerate being alone/without friends. I really want to go uni soon and meet new friends. haha people say go uni will be very busy. schwork is enough to tie you to your desk and make you a home-bound person. Thats y now i will have to put in the extra effort for the academics part this year so i can be actively involved in camps,activities in school.

1st Goal: To have MANY NEW Friends!!!

Alot of friends are concerned over the ambitious plans that i have. Most give me negative feedback. But honestly, if i have the discipline to endure this 6 mths of self-training, i will definitely be a better man. Then you guys most probably will ask what actually makes me so sure that i will succeed? Because i have faith in myself. I think i still can be better. I know this plan sounds abit crazy, people going hoo-haa over me being stupid/silly. I tell you actually blankly that at this stage in life, there are 2 types of people. 1 is aimlessly walking down a long stretch of road without knowing where it leads. The other 1 is confident that he will walk out of the maze he has since been wandering around into the perfect land where every inhabitants in this universe co-exist peacefully. I'm actually caught in between 2. Because right now although i'm pretty sure i will see the light once again, i just do not know how long it will take for me to reach that avenue. 6mths isn't that long people. Prisoners endure much longer atonement in the cell than just 6 mths and some still failed to change. Will i succeed in my goal in 6mths time? Will i be a better person?

I am still enjoying life right now, took alot of leaves to meet up with different people. But thats something i'm doing excessively right now to keep myself occupied before my training period approaches.

I love my family and i know they want me to be better. If i can prove to my parents i am still the best son they ever have, it has got to be right now. 19yrs i have tried to overcome many different sins but have failed so in my duty. This year is my 20th years of living in singapore. I will be better person.

I hope people around me can be motivated to be better as well. Because i wasn't born a star. No looks nor golden character. But i was given the mighty brains to think. So here i am, writing down my eevry single thoughts to you readers.

I`VE MARKED IT:D
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