Just a short update to show my existence.
Its been 3 weeks without any solid entertainment, kind of mentally and physically taxing. Everytime i ran in the cold morning air, the same question popped into my mind "Is what you doing worth it?" But its this question that make me complete the 45mins run successfully, that gives me the strength and determination to keep on fighting till the very end.
I am regretting the fact that i never pay any serious attention in econs class. Because right now, i am having extra difficulty in getting all these concepts into my head. Even have to take half-day leave just to finish up my homework later on. I told myself i have to spend at least 1 hour a day from 10pm to 11pm after watching "beach ball babes", on revision of econs but just cannot fulfill that small promise of mine.
I'm worn down. very very tired. wonder how i'm going to survive that 5+more months of hardship.
Feel like going to the sea and spend my day alone shouting till my voice go hoarse.
Now i know why teenagers in this generation abhor being alone. The feeling is loathsome. This explains why more and more gangs are being formed.
ok i have to constantly prompt myself that this is seriously nothing as compared to what those construction workers under the intense sun, those south african kids that are suffering in famine and people in those third-world country are experiencing. For the sake of a bright future, i shall cease writing and continue memorising these convoluted concepts.
I`VE MARKED IT:D
11:48 AM